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lionhearted
Chaotic Neutral
i hate social media, so enjoy it while it's here
frontal lobes, please be developed
twenty-five plus only
Theme: Kajol Zaman, my wonderful oc.
Art credits by barbygoodface, qal
& janaie-does-art on tumblr
✨Rest in Power, Ciante.✨
About
Alexis/Zaira. Born in '93. INTJ-A. #000000.
She/her & They/them pronouns. Grey-Ace.
Writer of fandoms, belong to none of them.
Pisces Sun, Capricorn Moon, Scorpio Rising.
Predominantly Cardinal & Fixed in chart.Gacha ID
Opera Omnia GL: rip operaomnia - 678093245
NuCarnival: DragoonRider - 991581744
NuCarnival Guild ID: Kitsunes - 53575042
FF7 Ever Crisis: EnemySkill - EPHPGUWV4UZ7A
byf/dni if...
PLEASE READ
before following
- blm. if this is a problem, do not follow. (clickable link)
- my opinions™ are that, my opinions. i am not responsible for your feelings and if you're grown, you should know how to articulate if I've offended you in some way. i'd do the same for you.
- just because i create content for fandoms, does not mean i inherently belong to any of them. in my experience, being apart of a fandom isn't always a good thing.
- i have a huge fear of the following: spiders/tarantulas, (live) snakes, clowns, and any torture involving eyeballs. ngl, i water my eyes watching people put contacts in. if you can at least warn in some way, i'd be grateful. otherwise... i guess it is what it is. i'm grown and can handle it.
- softblock + fub friendly.
- if we're moots/mutuals, don't be shy to say hi! i am all about getting to know folks.
- as mentioned in the about me, i am on the lgbtqia+ spectrum. fluctuating demisexual - grey sexual.
- i post videos of games i play with friends (apex and overwatch) pretty frequently. sometimes i do let's play threads with screenshots.
- my nsfw twitter see contact, only allow for people aged 25 and over. dob not visible? no add.
Do Not Follow If You/re...
- make fandom/ships/otps your entire personality; especially ignoring the injustices of the creator/corporation because you feel the fictional characters/world is more important to you.
- racist/prejudiced/exoticize/appropriate black culture, black people, black men, black enbys, and black women especially.
- (caveat of above): actively silence black voices or bipoc voices when they express themselves in spaces that are supposed to be comfortable for them. this includes people that speak on issues that in no way, shape or form concern them. your lesson in this life is to learn and listen, do not talk over people that understand the subject matter better than you ever will.
- force your stance in an aggressive and oppressive way to get your point across
- a minor. this is non-negotiable, you will get blocked on sight.
- a manipulator, deflector, and feel that you can absolve yourself of all wrongdoings even though you know you're in the wrong.
- said the phrase "fiction doesn't reflect reality" in your life; for every person that's said this, there is someone actively participating in harmful acts that they claim doesn't reflect their reality.
- non-inclusive feminists and all varieties of TERF.
- a dangerous human being; as someone that has dealt with being manipulated all my life, I know what this means to me and how to protect myself. my peace is important.
illustration ideas
fan art for my fics, au ideas, or commission ideas i dream of
apex legends related
Bangalore singing Anita Baker's "Sweet Love" over a jazz microphone.
Loba & Anita on a date with Anita dressed in high femme attire
Bloodhound & Sojourn on a date together
final fantasy viii related
Art of Squall and Selphie in my Spark ficThank you DaddySchlonglegGoblin (The Great Lonely God ) inspired scenes
Seifer & Squall (Goblin & Grim Reaper respective)
Squall & Selphie (Wang Yeo/Grim Reaper & Sunny respectively)
Seifer & Rinoa (Goblin & Rinoa as God in the bookstore scene; Rinoa dressed in blue instead of red)
Quistis & Rinoa art obviously
Eye 2 Eye scene with Kaj, Laguna, Squall, & Selphie
undying heart Kaj/Squall
Little Mermaid AU ; Specific Part of Your World scenes & Kiss The Girl Scenes
Rapunzel AU
The scene in Teyana Taylor's H.Y.W.I. MV where the "guy" is on the phone and the girl is getting down on the carpet (clearly it's just Kaj dressed as Squall)
Doja's Streets with specific scenes
Scenes from my Caller ID: Unknown fic.
A lo-fi/vaporwave inspired scene or animation for my the calming sounds of rain fic
original characters
Kajol and Hamza art
Kajol, Marjani & Mithra art (as kids & as adults)
Secret Base by ZONE scenes with Kaj, Marjani, and Mithra
Art of the twins (Kajol & Nazia)
Zaman girls (Kajol, Nazia and Myra)
Kajol and Xerxes (familiar; fully grown) together
Ode to Ciante Wright ✨
Thank you for bringing joy, laughter and humility in my life and the lives of others that have had the privilege to interact with you. You deserved so much more than the hand you've been dealt. At least this way, I will try not to complain as much and cherish the life I have been given. You always said I needed to remember that there are others around me suffering more than I am, and that is true. You got on me for not properly taking care of myself and I need to do better regarding that. You understood that mental health and physical health neglect does not mix and were a strong advocate against suicide prevention. Girl, you were and will remain the realest nigga came in touch with me at one of the lowest points in my life. I have only gratitude and will forever respect you.
Thank you for being the brightest star in the realm of light. You may have been minding your business, but you are the true Warrior of Light.See you Space Cowgirl! Someday, somewhere
02/16/1993 - 04/08/2019 †
Avenues of contact
All readily available--except Discord you gotta ask
Discord: finalfantasyviii
Twitter: ladytwo_
BlueSky: finalfantasyvii
Email: [email protected]
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Portfolio
This portfolio typically changes based on any zines being applied for at this time. If multiple applications are being sent and some zines have differing missions, a separate page will be made.I like to have diversity in my writing portfolio personally, so I try to have at least 2 or 3 gen fics on deck, even if I am applying for a ship-oriented zine.Spark is probably the only story on here that is censored and posted on a different writing medium. The original version is on AO3 with a word count of 11,110. The Fanfiction.net version has the 4th chapter present, but the sequence of events leading up to the sexual content + the content itself has been removed. It can be read without it genuinely.Status indicators:
✨ - Complete
🔥- Ongoing
portfolio section
This portfolio typically changes based on any zines being applied for at this time. I try to showcase my personal best writing with this.Due to the limitations of this particular zine, I'll include 3 completed works that are in compliance with the rules (as I also put 3 sample writings).Spark is probably the only story on here that is censored and posted on a different writing medium. The original version is on AO3 with a word count of 11,110. The Fanfiction.net version has the 4th chapter present, but the sequence of events leading up to the sexual content + the content itself has been removed. It can be read without it genuinely.